i can't get a date even if i won $40 million super lotto

yep boys ang girls. If you got a dream you gotta get up and grab it. this is true with success, life, and love. why don't you have a dream?

"it is better to aim high and fail than to aim low and succeed."

I like how I realized today that i'm so damn old. i smell old. i am physically unfit like an old. I am not living my dream because I am just in the begginning stages of it. and I'm really old. I don't have a girlfriend who's old with me. I just know i have wasted alot of time and now i'm a cigarrette addicted smelly old man. I need a real job. I need job security. I am almost finished college and it seemed way too easy. I will graduate with honours and now my biggest fear is that i'll sign up for a class i which because of circumstances out of my control I shall not pass.

y'kno, sometimes i like to think

"the most important things cannot be seen or touched, only felt in the heart"

but i'm broke for that stuff too.. this is crud i suppose i'll sit day dream and entertain myself. I suppose i'll become so good at it i won't need a good job or a car or a cute girlfriend.

"If you have it [Love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have. "


so this girl is like talking about seeing a movie with me one day and today is teh day, so i call. looks like teh plans have changed. weather was bad? i'm a loser? her boyfriend would get mad? she's not feeling cute today? damn tee hee what the hell is pinapple butter pork bun supposed to mean?